Let’s Talk About Sex
My goal with this post is to shed some light on what sex is meant to be, spiritually speaking, aside from just being a tool for experience.
Sex Miseducation: Our Egoic Idea of True Love
Sex is probably one of, if not the most misunderstood, taboo subjects on the planet in our current culture. So many people have shame and discomfort around sex, many of us aren’t even completely aware of it. The VAST majority of people still see sex as a form of ownership.
You see, you can never truly own the emotions of another person. You can’t stop them from loving another person. And in our society, our patriarchal notion of “love” is that we should reserve all of our deepest, most intimate love for a single person. If we discover that our significant other may love another, we automatically assume that means that they have taken their love away from us. But that’s the egoic notion of love, not TRUE love.
So because we can never truly be certain that the emotion of love is totally reserved for us, we look for other ways to control our partner. We can’t be sure that we own their heart, so we then attempt to own their body. And that’s the kind of limiting culture our society has built around love and sex.
There’s so many stigmas around it, there are STIGMAS about the STIGMAS! Commonly held beliefs about sex:
- Sex is “dirty” or morally wrong unless it’s done within the confines of a committed (married) relationship.
- Sex is something that should only happen behind closed doors, in the dark and is not to be discussed publicly.
- Sex is an earthly activity that we engage in strictly as an incarnate experience with no higher spiritual value.
- Sex really only exists for the purposes of procreation and should not be enjoyed.
These stigmas all arise from what we are taught about our bodies and about sex from a very early age and they are so pervasive in our current culture that it takes a great amount of self-awareness to even realize that we all have hangups about it.
Sex As An Expression of Love
The truth of love – the kind of love that we talk about as being the foundation of the universe – is that it’s limitless. And when love is felt from it’s truest essence, it flows forth unending. That kind of love is not jealous, it does not “own” and it expresses itself in every way – ways that don’t fit within the box that our culture has built for it. And that makes us uncomfortable, so we struggle for control over it.
True love only gives of itself. It does not take. It does not demand reciprocation. It has no expectations. It is love for the sake of love. And sex is the physical expression of that.
First, let’s talk about sexual energy, because it is an energy in and of itself. It’s the creative driving force of the universe. It’s not called The Big Bang for nothing! 🙂 It’s an explosion of creative energy, like a big cosmic orgasm.
Yes, I said “ORGASM.” Does that make you uncomfortable? How about penis? Vagina? Maude Lebowski has some interesting commentary for you:
When most people think about spirituality, they think about fluffy things like “love” and “light” and “enlightenment.” Not sex. But sex is not completely different than love and light and spiritual understanding. Sexual energy is, more or less, the fabric of the universe.
It’s creation itself. Kundalini, if you are unfamiliar with that term, in yogic theory, is a primal energy, or shakti, located at the base of the spine.
In other cultures it’s know as
- Ka (Egypt)
- Chi/Qi (China [Tao])
- Ki (Japan)
- Prana (Hindu)
- Pneuma (Greece)
- Mana (Polynesia)
- Ruah (Hebrew)
It’s the basic spiritual essence.
Through meditation, one practices raising Kundalini through each chakra to obtain spiritual awakening. Kundalini is not separate from sexual energy. It’s why many meditation practitioners experience intense sexual energy during meditation and even prolonged orgasm.
That’s also an experience of Tantric sex – achieving spiritual experience by raising kundalini through prolonged sexual contact.
As part of our patriarchal conditioning, most of us believe sex doesn’t belong with spirituality because we have placed “morality” on it (mostly thanks to Abrahamic religion). Our cultural belief is that moral sex can only exist where there is love, we can only love one person at a time, and to have sex otherwise is immoral.
The problem is, everything is love. The entire universe is love. So there can never be sex that exists outside of it. You can’t separate love energy from sexual energy because they are one and the same. Where humans fuck up is their belief that sex is just sex and nothing more and they create walls and blockages that prevents the two from connecting (love/sex) and it prevents us from using sex as an avenue for spiritual experience.
Maude Lebowski is quite right about another aspect of our current culture:
“There are some people…who engage in [sex] compulsively and without joy…Oh yes, Mr. Lebowski. These unfortunate souls cannot love in the true sense of the word. “
Of course, what Maude is talking about is the most extreme case of emotional blockages around sex, where sex is thought of as a mere animalistic compulsion purely for physical benefit and without emotional connection. But I would wager that there’s a very large percentage of people out there who are engaging in sex under varying degrees of emotional numbness.
The Sex Connection, Or Lack Thereof
Very rarely do we engage in sex for the purpose of connecting with our divine selves, connecting with the divine in each other, or connecting with the divine in the entire universe around us. Mostly our motivations are to simply give and receive physical pleasure. How much are we missing out on?!
To some degree, we are unable to use sex for this purpose because of all of the baggage that we and our partners carry – not just around sex itself and our own personal relationship with it, but our personal relationship with ourself.
Most of you are probably aware of what a chakra is and how those energy centers become blocked with negative energies resultant from various emotional experiences (fears) throughout our lives that haven’t been released.
For most people, these blockages cause us to put up walls around us to protect ourselves from being hurt by other people. They also protect ourselves from ourselves, because we have this perception that there is something inherently flawed about us, and many times that creates more pain for us and rather than deal with it, we shove it away and create a false persona.
Instead of opening ourselves up and being vulnerable and comfortable in who we really are, we put on this suit of armor – usually a form of attitude – to protect ourselves. To allow us to be someone else, anyone else, that we perceive to be better or stronger than who we really are.
Our inability to be vulnerable with ourselves directly impacts our ability to be vulnerable with someone else. The armor never comes off, even when we’re naked. We only allow ourselves to connect with our partner at the most basic levels, never achieving true trust and thus, true intimacy.
How can you tell if you’re hiding behind emotional armor? Ask yourself how many deep dark secrets you carry that you would be unwilling to discuss with your significant other.
I don’t mean that you should talk about absolutely everything with your partner, because that’s part of having your own identity. But would you be comfortable talking about absolutely anything – particularly things that have to do with who you are at the deepest level and how you feel? If the answer is no, then you know you’ve got some barriers to break down.
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My first reaction to the reading was WOW. Your words captured a theme woven into my life right now. The reading has emboldened me to take back my power and inspired me to research some books, get back to meditating and provided a focus.Dina